I remember how the last year of college caused all kinds of anxiety. Most of it stemmed from knowing this would be the last time I was in a structured environment with a safety net. Ironically the first year after college was one of the funnest years in my young adult life. The Chronicle of Higher Education requested an illo about the lack of information regarding the future of doctoral graduates after school. I thought this is why it is called the future. You never know. Ellen Winkler, AD.